I’m tired of being the bigger person all the time. I’m tired of feeling like my closest friends don’t put 50% into our friendship. I’m tired of always chasing you.. I’ve always been there for you, I’ve always chased after you when you ran and I’ve always apologized even when I was never in the wrong.. Is it so bad that I want someone to chase after me? Is it so bad that for once I want someone to be afraid that they could loose me, for someone to be afraid of how much they love me? I’m always on the giving end… When will it be my time to feel loved, to feel wanted, to feel needed?
This is the very reason why I feel so alone… Because I practically am.
i have come to the conclusion that i actually really really really love ruining boys lives
We are only what we know, and I wished to be much more than I was, sorely.
i wanted to be stupid with you but i ended up being stupid about you.